urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe Frulove Frulove 2008-07-14T21:19:53Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:3216 2008-07-14T21:19:53Z 2008-07-14T21:19:53Z My parents<br />cut me off<br />my boyfriend<br />cut me off<br />music<br />is all I have left urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:2969 2008-04-03T22:09:57Z 2008-04-03T22:09:57Z sucks.<br />friends stab backs<br />boys lie<br />so much stress<br />the only constants r music, art, heros, and my truest friends &lt;3333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:2689 2008-03-27T21:11:37Z 2008-03-27T21:11:37Z fru makes it feel better he left me and i am fuckin heartbroken<br />cant go to sleep or <br />eat<br />all that and<br />im so depressed<br />it hurts urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:2287 2008-02-01T14:58:13Z 2008-02-01T20:21:17Z Duh The Will To Death is what keeps me alive<br />It’s one step away<br />Limitations are set<br />Only then can we go all the way<br /><br />And have you seen how the cars when they pass<br />They come your way<br />Then they’re speeding away<br />Coming to you and then going away<br />But for them nothing 's changed<br /><br /><br />I think I want to start an actual blog not livejorunal. i need to start reading good writing i need inspiration. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:1968 2008-01-04T17:33:39Z 2008-01-04T17:33:39Z mars volta The cruise was nice<br />I'm tan now<br />Sorta.<br />I came back and<br />Wrote a few songs<br />Made some art<br />Worked on a<br />Short story<br />Its these things that<br />Give my life meaning<br />Art and music and written words<br />Those are everything<br />Rubin mission is go<br />Things are<br />Looking up urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:1730 2007-12-27T23:33:06Z 2007-12-27T23:35:38Z RHCP on my new ipod touch my mummy and dad <br />didnt get me a digicam for xmas<br />but<br />they did take me<br />on a cruise in the bahamas!<br />we left a few days ago<br />went to Miami<br />waited in some registration lines<br />and left<br />I'm posting from the ship right now<br />it is huge<br />I dont think ive seen all ov it<br />so much food<br />i may die<br />of overindulgence<br />internet access is expensive<br />bye bye my loves! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:1416 2007-12-16T23:45:10Z 2007-12-16T23:45:10Z Begged my mom today to hook me up with her connections.<br />honestly I dont even know what I would do if I got the opportunity!<br /><br />What would I say? What would I do? Could I tell him how much I admire him? I bet he hears that all the time.<br />Would I give him something, no that would be cheesy. <br /><br />Thinking about this<br />is harder than doing it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:1060 2007-12-16T14:52:24Z 2007-12-16T14:52:24Z My mom works in PR and I think somehow<br /> she has a connection to that man.<br /><br />I want to find out and sneak my way into meeting him and marrying him<br />or something!<br /><br /><br />I need to spend less money when I go out, shit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:784 2007-12-06T01:44:45Z 2007-12-06T01:44:45Z Adam is here and I told him I'm updating my journal so hi adam!!! <br />Anyways Im feeling good today. Ate another burrito. Trying to write some more songs.<br />I want to leave and just drive sometimes. <br />drive and write songs.<br />I need to do more with my life because I'm always bored.<br />hate being bored.<br />I'm going to go drive. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oversizedcanoe:558 2007-12-03T02:43:47Z 2007-12-06T01:41:02Z NIN Today I played my guitar for 2 hours straight <br />and it made my fingers hurt but it felt right.<br /><br />I ate a burrito and smoked a cigarette. Felt right.